“Acceptance”….Blah. Blah. Blahzay.

No matter how much progress I’ve made, sometimes I feel like I’m going nowhere.  My eyes are so focused on where I wanna be, and it feels like I’m not doing enough. Maybe if I stop and just try to please myself, I’ll be much happier. I’m trying to please my boss and their clients, the people closest around me, my creditors, strangers… but never me. Happily…. my life has more structure.
Accpetance is NOT the answer to all of my problems today. I don’t know how to truly accept. I only know how to ignore and suffer the consequences of SOMEONE ELSE’S reality. Where can I truly find me?
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